the dead are talking... and she is listening!

last week, i finished watching the first season of "ghost whisperer"... pag nakikita ko sya sa studio 23, dko tntpos panoorin kc kla ko scary sya... pro last week, bmili ako dvd nya at promise ilang araw akong d nkatulog ng maayos... hindi dahil ntkot ako, pnanood ko kc sya pagdting ko from the office... lagi ko cnsbe, 1 episode lng panonoorin ko... imagine, dating ako ng bahay ng mga 10:30 ng umaga... mttpos akong manood ng 5 or 6pm, tpos sleep nko... maggcng ako ng 8pm, simula nnmn ako... mttpos ako ng 11:30 then idlip kc 12:00 ggising na dpat ako pra mag-ayos papasok sa work... hehehe... ilang araw ko sya pinanood...

....may mga episodes na scary yng mga ghost na nagpapakita sa kanya... pro lahat ng episodes, iniyakan ko... nyahahahaha!!! korek, sobrang babaw ng luha ko!! pro nakakaiyak tlga sya e... lalo na yng part na nagpapaalam na yng dead sa naiwan nila, tpos cross-over na cla... season 2 na ang ghost whisperer... i can't wait for season 2 to end, pra may dvd na!!! basta, if i were you watch na lng kyo ng ghost whisperer!!

candy-ish

... the start of september is not that good for me... a lot of things happen that makes me so sad... isa na dun is yng article sa candy mag for september... it made me sad kc i know it will be about the incident... pro in a way, it made me smile kc it was for my cousin... anyway, i was told by my cousins na there's an article regarding Richard sa candy mag, page 36.... the one with gerald anderson on the cover... bumili agad ako ng candy mag to check anong article yn... i was so sad after reading it (actually, i almost cried while reading it)... when i open the mag, punta agad ako sa page 36... i saw a pix of my cousin pti family pix nila nina tita bay... ang gwapo tlaga ng pinsan ko! kaye and richmond were interviewed regarding what happen that day (february 12, 2006)... while reading it, nagblik sken what happen that day... how my tito called me and he was crying telling me that Richard is already dead, that he was shot by some carnappers... i can even imagine what happen khet wla ako sa scene, sa mga kwento ng witness at ng cousin ko... i remembered seeing him lying sa morgue... i never thought na magkakaron ako lakas ng loob na pumasok sa morgue... kla ko sa CSI ko lng mkkta yng mga gnung scene, yng nkahiga yng patay at nakabukas... when i saw him sa morgue, d nko nkalapit ng husto sa kanya... dko lam ano nararamdaman ko during that time... d ako makapaniwala na c Richard yng nakikita kong nakahiga dun, lifeless!! i never would have imagine na mggng gnun kabrutal ang pagkamatay ng kahit cno sa family nmen... prang it't not fair!! Richard is the sweetest cousin i have, an i'm not saying this coz he's dead na... that's the truth!! Never nakakalimot ng birthday yn... any occasion, he would not miss it... ittxt ka nya... napakakulit na tao nya... he would often tease Reese pag nagkikita cla... he loves his niece so much... I always get a hug and a kiss from him (gosh! i can't believe i'm crying again!) ... he was loved by so many people... just imagine, 3 rooms sa manila mem ang nagmit during his wake just to accomodate the visitors... buong hallway (as in hallway ng first floor) hanggan loob punong puno ng flowers from people who love him... people would line up just to have a glimpse of him... pra syang artista... i was always there sa funeral parlor... day and night... i do not want to leave, that would be the last few days that i get to be with my cousin e...

... because of what happen to him, mas naging closer kme ng mga cousins ko... d kme nahihiyang magsbe ng i love you sa isa't isa... we would find time to go out and chill... before kc ng day na yun, we were already have plans of going out... actually, months na nmeng plan yn... yng gumimik magkakasama... never natuloy because of our busy schedules... pro now, gngwan nmen ng praan pra matuloy... pro sayang, sna ksama nmen sya sa lakad... i miss him so much... nagpost pa nga ako sa www.candymag.com/jawbreaker e... it's a thread dedicated to him... yun lng po... share ko lng pra mabawasan ang lungkot...

kami nAPO muna

last night reese and I went to eastwood to watch the launching of the album "kami nAPO muna"... it's a tribute to the APO... the show started at around 7:30 PM, and we were there at around 6:30 PM... hehehe, excited! nakakapagod kc we were standing lng... kc no more seats!! pro ok lng kc lapit lng nmen sa stage... nakakatuwa tlga at ang ggaling ng mga performers... the best ang kamikazee.. even reese enjoyed watching kamikazee perform! we were getting bored na with the second batch of performers, pro nabuhayan kme ng dugo (especially reese) when kamikazee was introduced... kakapagod sobra!!! i love the songs of APO and i think bagay sa mga singers yng song na napunta sa kanila... this is one album na you must have talaga!!